HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PIERRE!! :D

hahax.. today wakie at 12plus.. was shock when father come in to sae it's 12plus le.. coz nvr sleep till so late before.. LOL!! normally will sleep till 9plus.. maybe ytd walk n play the whole day n slept at 2am bah.. LOL!! reali enjoy ytd alot.. :D

wakie den eat breakfast+lunch den watch tv.. kids central.. hahax.. :D lyk small kid rite?? but reali nth to watch liaoz le so watch kids central lo.. so cute show.. LOL!! :p after tt nth to do jiu on the computer to play lo.. play till sian le jiu off computer n lie on the bed to listen to songs.. den the bed make me to sleep.. hahax.. reali went to sleep.. my bed is sosososo attractive tt it attract me and makes me sleep.. LOL!! :p

wakie at 5plus n lie on the bed foe awhile.. :D after tt got phone call.. so noisy.. nth to do again so on the computer to use again.. saw clara online den tok to her... cheryl came to tok to me and as me wan a job mah.. she oso ask clara.. she got alot of job den i sae ok lo.. so she call the person n the person ask us to call her.. so clara called and the person sae go tml den send her the address.. den she sae ask as many ppl oso can.. so funny rite?? hahax..

use com till 7plus den relative came and mother haven reach hm.. so need to entertain them lo.. soon mother come back liaoz le so leave them to tok while i prepare bah.. go amk hub to eat den went NTUC to buy stuffs.. :D came hm.. n here am i blogging.. :D tt's ll for today bah.. LOL!! tml going interview for job.. :D wish me good luck bah..

Promise me you won't ever forget us, and everything we tried to be. Don't forget the laughter and the nights when we both just needed to be held. Don't forget how you felt when you said you loved me, and don't forget the looking into my eyes because I knew you meant it. Don't forget that I'll always love you, even if I don't need you the way that I used to. If I thought that you would ever forget it all... I would never leave!!

I LOVE YOU!! <3

GREAT OUTING!! :D

hahax.. today wakie den cannot find father at hm.. den went to c mother put how much on the table den i think not enough jiu went to call father n ask him where's him den he sae he go market to buy flower ltr den come back den he ask me wanna go findd him mah i sae dun wan.. ask him to pack food back for me.. :D such a good father rite?? LOL!! after tt he ask me go pay my hp bill den bo bian need to go pay..

after tt was late coz of my stupid nails.. keep smerging.. ARGHH!! keep re-doing till veri pekchek le so i just put transparent.. rush to pay bill den walk veri fast to hub to meet them.. but went to make ez-link card first den go food court meet them.. saw them on the way so went to arcade to c them play initial D 3.. abt 3 plus leave amk to town.. went walk walk den c things all this.. went to watch movie.. mr woodcock.. so funny.. LOL!!

after tt went walk walk den went to takashimaya with OM n eugene to buy aaron's n pierre's birthday cake.. while the rest went to walk walk at paragon.. after buying cake le call them den ask them wanna go taka to meet us or meet us at wheelock place den they sae at wheelock place den we went over to meet them.. went to sakae sushi to book place n put the cake first den they came along behind.. eat happily n eat till very full.. after tt it's time to cut cake.. :D the two birthday boys cut the cake.. :D

after tt saw wen qing outside sakae sushi queueing, bro's classmate in secondary school.. chat for awhile den go le.. coz they all going le.. so we walk to cuppage to play pool.. play till 10 pllus den we walk to mrt station n home sweet hm.. but some of them go amk funland to continue playing.. n here am i blogging now.. :D

the outing includes: me, clara, pierre, aaron, shaun, kaizhow, jianan, keith, eugene, wayner, jamsey, OM NG, daryl!! HOPE EVERYBODY ENJOY THE DAY TODAY!! ESPECIALLY THE 2 BIRTHDAY BOYS!! :D

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were here, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself coz in love with you!!

I LOVE YOU!! <3

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS STARTS!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AARON!! :D

its school holiday!!! :D today mother came in room to wake me up coz she sae she wanna go make her hair den i tell her i oso wanna go cut den i wakie to prepare.. after preparing wait for her to come back from market den go to the salon..

reach dere went to eat first den went to cut hair.. hahax.. den mother allow me to reborn my hair.. so do it together.. so spend abt the whole day in the salon.. make me so tired.. hahax.. but nvm.. its worth it coz i get to reborn my hair.. :D

make finish our hair liaoz le jiu went to have our lunch at abt 5 plus.. so late ar?? hahax.. den went to my cousin hse while parents went hm.. go n take from cousin nail polish den play with her dog for awhile jiu go hm le.. reach hm veri tired jiu sleep liaoz le.. sleep till 8.50pm wkie to bathe den here i am blogging.. wanna make nails liaoz le.. :D

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you!!

I LOVE YOU!! <3

hahax.. as usual wakie for school and i'm so happy.. coz holiday starts tml!! but sad oso.. coz cannot c him.. :( today POA paper is not bad at least i noe how to do abit and at least i did study and put in some effort in it.. :D so i dun feel sad.. :)

after the paper end everybody was lyk so happy coz exams are over and stress is gone.. hehe!! some of them even tear the entry proof.. LOL!! after tt we went out of the hall n i help keith to collect the year book money.. some of them so fast go le so they nvr pay so next year they dun ahve the book..

went opposite coffeeshop.. i nvr eat as i have no appetite so i see clara, pierre n daryl to eat.. sit awhile liaoz le went home bathe n change n den go out le.. reach hm the bed attract me den i lie awhile till 12.45pm den i went to bathe den bathe come out saw clara msg she still not ready yet so i slowly lo.. so we r both late coz they sae meet at 1pm.. hahax..

after tt went arcade den funland den eat at the bg S11.. had some misunderstanding with my primary school frens abt the staring de.. so everything is settle and we went to the mrt station to take mrt to somerset.. walk walk awhile le den spend some time at a card shop den everybody all veri tired n bored at the shop le so we went to the mrt station.. so sway raining oso.. but lucky we reach shelter liaoz le.. hahax.. so nvm..

went harbourfront vivo city to walk.. after eating our dinner went to the rooftop dere to slack, play and talk.. had alot of fun.. :D the scenery dere is absolutely nice.. :D enjoy the day today.. hahax.. thanks for the organiser for today.. dunno who.. LOL!! :p got daryl, aaron, shaun, jian an, kai zhow, pierre, clara , jamsey n ME!! hahax.. :p

the talk got involve him.. den they sae all the level got a gal lyk him den i was lyk diam diam nth to sae den they sae he horny den sae he flirt.. i dunno to believe them or myself or you..

If i really, truly love you, i can't stay mad at you forever. As much as i want to hate you for what you've done as my heart won't let me!!

I LOVE YOU!! <3

today wakie at 10 plus coz tuition fren call me den got miss call liaoz le.. wanna go back to sleep again de coz veri tired as fri nite onli sleep for 4hrs nia.. but cannot sleep liaoz le.. so lie on the bed till i shuang liaoz le den wakie.. father bought breakfast for me..

wakie le jiu on computer use liaoz le.. den eat breakfast.. it's vegetarian bee hoon.. EEE!! so oily n not nice de.. hahax.. :p abt 11 father came in my room den disturb me den we start toking abt dogs.. den i sae i wanna go my cousin hse to play with her dog den he sae up to you lo.. den i called my cousin den start to prepare to go liaoz le.. went out of the hse at the same time with father.. hahax..
reach cousin hse den play with the dog.. den awhile the dog tired le den wanna sleep le so i wash up n went to a room den i watch television till very tired jiu sleep le.. den wakie at the same time as the dog.. haahx.. so coincident rite.. LOL!! den went to play with it again den ask cousin to bring the dog down to walk den shun bian send me down oso.. hahax.. so they bring the dog down.. den i stay dere awhile le jiu go le..

walk to library den ask them wanna buy drinks mah den they order so many.. hahax.. make me carry till so tired.. but nvm la.. it's a good deed to help ppl.. hahax.. :p dere's tzeling, kayna, shaun. kaizhow, jianan, daryl.. :D so study awhile le den go buy food le eat awhile jiu walk to tuition dere to find frens n teacher.. had fun with them.. hahax.. went back to library den continue to study.. study till 9pm the library close den home sweet home..

if i have to do drastic things to say i love you i will harm myself, if i had to give up things to say i love you i will end up living on the streets, if i have to explain i love you alot i will end up never leaving your side!!

I LOVE YOU!! <3

ytd no school coz dun have any paper to take.. den wakie at 9 plus den have breakfast with father at hm.. before tt went to on the radio 987FM to listen den have breakfast at the same time.. :D after eating nth to do liaoz so went in my room take the ibarary book to read.. read alot liaoz le.. going to finish tt book soon.. the title is "cage of stars".. :D at 10plus msg clara den ask her wanna go study POA mah..

she 12plus den reply den she sae ok n ask me wat time wanna go den i sae anytime coz i have nth to do at hm oso.. LOL!! den after i bathe come out i saw my cousins msg sae tt her hse got dog so i thot of going her hse den oso wanna go library to study.. so in the end i decided to go n c the dog first den go library to study..

reach her hse den saw the dog the smell of her kitchen was lyk so strong.. den i tell my cousin den she tell me tt day she bring the dog hm is more smelly den the smell now.. hahax.. :D den play with the dog den bring it down for a walk but the dog veri scared.. n it anyhow poo n pee den make us so m fan need to wash the kitchen floor..

went to meet clara n the rest at jubilee arcade den after awhile we went buy bubble tea den proceed to library.. before reaching library saw shaun anna jian an kee soon den we are toking through the glass den i pekchek le jiu go in liaoz le.. so we study till the library close le den we went to eat KFC den they came to my hse to ton.. total gt 8ppl.. alicia wanfong clara pierre keith daryl eugene kai yang... den send a msg to 987FM den the person read kieth msg out.. hahax.. :D

today wan fong alicia keith daryl went hm at 6am den left clara pierre eugene n kai yang.. den i slept at 6.15am de wakie at 10 plus slept for onli 3hrs plus.. den use com n the rest are still sleeping.. hahax.. now all wakie le.. playing cards n here i am posting.. :D

went to library, saw jian an and saw HIM dere oso den totally sian diao.. feel lyk going hm liaoz le.. dunno y have the feeling of dun wanna see him.. maybe i'm just escaping from facts bah.. so went to find keith they all to study.. in the end i very eo den i begin to cry.. so wierd to cry in the library.. but i'm so stress lyk hell till i feel lyk dying.. lucky no scissors in my pencilcase, if there's 1 i will sure use it de.. den for the rest of the day i emo liaoz le.. sat outside the library for 1hr plus to be alone n wait for alicia n wan fong at the same time.. after studying go play pool den reach hm at 11plus.. and here i am to update this post again..

keep thinking of him.. just cannot get him out of my mind.. i'm so sad n confuse.. :S i dunno if i wanna give up on him mah.. i just want him to tell if we can be together again mah.. if no just tell me no.. i dun mind crying for days, weeks, mths to forget abt you.. maybe tons of tears n time can heal everything bah... =(

if you can look in my eyes and tell me you don't love me then I'll walk away and never speak of it again!!

I LOVE YOU <3

hahax.. nvr blog for 4 days le.. coz was busy studying for 'n' levels!! now shall talk abut those few days n upload pictures for those few days..

on the 30 sep have hm tuition for maths den after tt went to KFC with wan fong to look for jieying and alicia den when we reach dere jieying and alicia they let us sit at their place den they went to the library first while wanfong eat her lunch n i pei her.. after tt went to library to look for them den we have no place to sit den after awhile i went to take a chair den sit den wf sit at somebody's place.. den we started to study.. study till 9 the library close den we went hm.. we oso take some pics.. will post it ltr..

on the 1 oct we to school to take our geo paper den after geo paper dere's maths paper 1 at 2pm between dere's a break so i went to central with sock yong, jasmine, wanfong, meiyu, inping, alicia, penny, geraldine, jiahui... me, wanfong and alicia eat the the small S11 coffeeshop while the rest went mac to eat.. after we finish eating, we went in to mac to find them.. after tt we study dere.. but sockyong, jasmine, meiyu, inping, jiahui, penny, geraldine went back to school as mac dere put a sign tt we cannot study dere.. den after stduying went back to school for the paper and it turns out to be ok.. after tt went back hm as ltr got home tuition for science..

on the 2 oct went to school to take the 2 sci paper, it turns ot to be ok oso.. den went to opposite coffeeshop to eat den went hm.. thot of reach hm bathe n go library to meet clara they all but in the end get attracted to my bed n i sleep till 2plus den i wakie to bathe n meet them.. reach libaray thot edmund was dere le but he not dere yet coz he sae he wanna help me do art de.. den call him he nvr ans.. after awhile he call back n he sae he jus wakie onli.. hahax.. den i ask him faster come.. kieth came den edmund oso came liaoz le.. so we went to eat KFC!! den went back to library to study... study till 9 the libaray close n we went hm..

ytd went to sch as per normal for the art students as dere's exam for us den after tt went to the canteen to eat le den went to gana lesson.. he was having lesson but he leave his classes in the class den came to the air-con room to teach us as we r having maths paper 2 ltr.. was slacking as i dunno how to do.. after the paper saw gana at the general office den he ask me how's the paper i sae i dunno how to do den i cried.. den gana hit me n sae over already still cry wat.. LOL!! den the whole days was not a happy one.. coz thot of getting A1 for my mtths de but i c the paper cannot liaoz le.. :( after tt went to hub wif clara wanfong sockyong jasmine n meiyu to walk.. after tt went hm at abt 6plus den bathe n 7 plus jiu fall asleep liaoz le.. was veri tired..

and today was a bored day too.. no school.. so sad cannot c him... miss him lots.. next monday can see him le but its the last day coz after tt is my holiday liaoz le.. :( how i wish tt i have no holiday n get to c him everyday.. for looking at him i rather to have no holiday.. WILL MISS HIM LOTS DE!! feel lyk telling him tt i love him lots for the last day.. but i think i dun have the guts bah.. haiz.. :(

Loving you is like trying to touch a star, I know I can never reach you, but I can't help but try!!

I LOVE YOU!! <3