Thursday, September 13, 2007

why will i create this blog!!

the reason why i cannot sleep is i am thinking too much!!
i am very confuse if i should give up on HIM or not!!
yesterday i have made a very big mistake to send him that night msg and this he started to avoid me.. :( i really regret it alot!!
there is this quote: if you love someone, set it free. if he comes back, he's yours. if he never returns, he's never yours!!

in school, something happen today.. it's about what jian an and kai zhow say.. it really piss me off and it's embarassing!! they are suaning me about what i send to HIM yesterday as night message infront of alot of boys.. so i went back to my seat to do the book that mr kuek ask us to do and i feel like crying.. but tears just cannot come out and this makes me feel very uncomfortable!!

in the night, i suddenly cry and i feel like talking to someone but i found nobody online!! after that, i went to call clara and talk to her and tell her what had happened.. she ask me why i never tell her why i never tell her about the incident in school and if she know she will help me to scold them!!
after talking to clara i feel much better and i start to tell her what alicia tell me..
all thanks to her that i am feeling better now!! fren, thanks for lending me your listening ear!!
this is oso a special day!! if we are still together its the 11th month!! but it's all the past.. :(

if i would to love you again, i would love you wholeheartedly!!
I LOVE YOU!!

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